February 2012
16 posts
Oh, I really don't want to be having that dream.
Hope it’s not recurring.
Really could go for a nice long walk, shame I have...
Physics homework, dinner, shower and bed for me instead I guess.
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I can't win. Do something nice for you and you get...
Watch
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Oh my, a nice long cuddle from someone, anyone...
I feel like utter shit for no reason
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After watching the butterfly effect i seriously...
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Got up early, surprised people and now I'm sitting...
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Casually texting a professional footballer whom...
Having something arrive in the post
Then remembering its a present for someone else
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Love spending my money on others. Just wish they...
January 2012
19 posts
Ah, My mouths still bleeding.
Granted its every time my tongue moves over the hole but I need to or I can’t swallow. It tastes so gross
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Need to do something tomorrow night, ANYTHING.
Jarrad’s friends are staying the night and I will do anything to be out of the house
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Oh the irony
My dads talking about people being more of a father to other children…… If only I could say what I was thinking
Hmm another lesson learnt.
2012’s been full of them so far ….
In need of serious manning up.
My shoulder’s been hurting so much today :(
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Fuck sake.
Just found out I was totally out of control at the new years eve party I was at. I just wish I could go back and change how I was, God knows what I did. I just will make sure I never forget that I took asprin before drinking. I’m so sorry.
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Just a little something ....
Our love has this rare symbol of perfection,
The brain’s response, the warm glow,
The soul’s sweet language, silent and unspoken.
My dearest wish, you speak before I word it.
You understand the workings of my heart.
My sould thought, breathed where only God has heard it,
You fathom with your strange divinning art.
And like a fire, that cheers, and lights, and blesses,
And...
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Wow, I feel so shitty today...
I just feel so tearful and for no reason, this morning I literatly cried for a good hour in my room for no reason. It makes me feel pathetic because what have I to cry about? My life’s pretty great, I have amazing friends, great family. Food, warmth, shelter. I’m healthy and well. Yet I’m crying and tearful. Hopefully when my life gets back into the swing of routine of football,...
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All I want to do today is
Sit and chat with you. A long deep conversation about anything. As long as it’s in person. But that’s not going to happen.
sixth form on tuesday
fate-junkie:
fuck
I feel bad
I can not remember what happened from like 11:30 last night
December 2011
45 posts
mermaids-love-glitter asked: I've just saw your pictures with your mom and I don't think you looked ill either. In fact, I think you looked pretty happy. I just wanted to tell you that I admire you for recovering from such decease, you must be really stong :) and I sure you do appreciate life much more now. Keep shinning xx
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In need of help...
Is it fair to be in a relationship with someone if you’re not totally sure on your feelings for them?
I really want to cry
Not sure if it’s for a good reason or not.
Overhearing some 14 year olds saying I'm 'props...
Oh my…..
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In serious need for someone to hold me while I...
…. Please anyone?
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Just awoke from a nightmare of me being hunted down by a mad man trying to repeatedly stab my brother and myself, in the dream I managed to stop him putting his knife in my brother by sacrificing myself but other than a painless stab wound to my shoulder, I grab his hand to stop his doing it again, and kick him away thus allowing us to get to safety. Oh my the adrenaline I felt despite it being a...